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I want to quit. I don't know. I think i do. If I am constantly thinking about how i don't want to start on my to do list or call up the jack asses and laugh at their jokes and smile and nod at a boss i know is playing the fuck out of me by pulling everything i got in return for nothing at all; does that mean i want to quit? Someone tell me!! I cant afford a therapist to tell me what i already know. And if i could afford one and went for a session i would agree to everything she says during and completely dismiss her the moment i leave her office. My sister wants me to quit. so does my mother. and my father. I am miserable and incapable of making my mind. But you know what? this is the month of 'Do or Die'. I had my appraisals last week. for those of you who don't know what that means... go look it up. Ich habe keine zeit . If i don't get my promotion, my increment and my travel allowance, i hand in my resignation. But I have a feeling that i will t...